My secrets for all

2010-01-24T19:09:00.002+08:00

Finally settled down. Just back from church, had a great time again :D After service we dabao food go the giant Coffe Bean there eat and slack.I bought Bk burger but nvr eat cuz i dun eat BK de den i ask the guy wads good den he tell me dunno wad mushroom burger den i buy lo but too mushroomy n cheesy for me le so i eat half den quan han tke the rest. Nicholas dam funny lo he wan buy Onion ring go say dao spring onion den ltr went back all kip saying 'eh gib me your spring onion leh' After eating some guy whose name i forgot played falling for you on his guitar :D Anyways on the way back shi hui kip on poking everyone den mke me kip on run arnd...
Ytd went for Cell Group for 1st time n enjoyed it though i couldnt join dem for snacks cuz i got tuition but nvm nxt wk can le :D
Sch is fine except for abit of laziness in the HW but other den tat its fun :D Got competition on 7feb, 1 day be4 my b'dae!!! Mst bia liao try hit 35m be4 competition :)

2010-01-20T18:59:00.002+08:00

Last few days have been mad mad mad man!!! super busy. Changed chinese teacher to sme guy who speaks only chinese and is fierce,just when our chinese was going up now its gonna go back down. Lessons were going super fast especially Maths n Sci, crap la i kip falling asleep during sci lesson.Tmr there's Maths test and Eng Compre test and i'm nt sure if my vocab n summary is as good as before now,hope my compre wont do badly...

Anyway sch aside, went church on Sunday den ltr went T1 staff canteen eat agn, this time the cell group ldr was there so chatted for like 2hrs? She's dam funny sia :D Ltr tat day went shopping at Paragon and Heeren. Bought new sch shoe frm new shoe shp at paragon(4got the name) and 2 shirts at Banana Republic. Bought new jeans from Heeren which is suppose to hug ur leg creating a rather nice efect. Later ate at Lawry's Prime Rib :D Been a long time since ate there, love food but their formal atmosphere abit too much for me. Anyways enjoyed their food alot. Dam i want to see them make their pancakes n salad in front of me agn. Dam cool lor, they sort of cook the sugar den squeeze arnd 4oranges.Best part, not sure how they do it but they pour sme liqour arnd the pan den set the pancakes on fire :D Frigging nice to watch n equally nice to eat :P
Ok have to go le, still have eng compo to write n maths hmewk not to mention revising for tmr's test :O

And I've lost who I am
And I can't understand
Why my heart is so broken
Rejecting your love
Without love gone wrong
Life
Less words
Carry on

But I know
All I know
Is that the ends beginning

Who I am from the start
Take me home to my heart
Let me go
And I will run
I will not be silenced

All this time spent in vain
Wasted years
Wasted gain
All is lost
Hope remains
And this war's not over

There's a light
There's the sun
Taking all the shattered ones
To the place we belong
And his love will conquer

2010-01-10T19:25:00.004+08:00

Wow this has been a long week man... weekdays everyday bak kip rush holi hmewk n tuition wk den dam busy. Friday went for sec2 camp at east coast dere, had lots of fun by GLin the OALs at the rock wall n others. Friday reached le assemble den go bunk dump tings n den ltr go kayaking :D On the way to the other end i kayak wib maurice den friging bo syncro end up arnd middle dere but at least both of us gt str so still wont lag behind, Den when going bak did wib Sunny n we were like 1st at the start den ltr sunny slack end up arnd 5th dere bt still at 1st few dere, others all like nvr use str de...peddle so slow all stuck at back dere, ended up 3rd which is dam good le lor since Sunny slack almost half of the time. 1st time kayaking n loved it :D only ting i hate is the frigging sea water go in my eye den my eye dam itchy smemore wearing contacts -.- Tat nite duno y took dam long to sleep den kip waking up oso,OH YA OUR CAMP IS AT EAST COAST DERE DEN FRIGGING NEAR THE AIRPORT EVERYTIME PLANE LAND TAT TIME FRIGING NOISY.

2nd day woke at 5 !@*#&^ den ltr assemble do morning PT den went for rock wall :D Rock wall quite fun sia except the OAls kip ask us say stupid tings den can let us down.Hehe i reached the top but i nvr see properly den tke wrong path the stone all dam small de den almost top dere i kip cant reach bt ltr figured hw den can liao. At top the OAL ask me say i love the IC's den i kip say LOUDER LA DEY CANT HEAR LEH,anyway ltr bored liao den say I LOVE SEC2 CAMP EXCEPT FOR U, owned him flat sia bt when at btm liao tio pump...Worth it man, own the IC for 20 pumping :P After lunch went to do Flying Fox, at the ledge dere dam scary bt u jump liao is like dam fun lo, nt high at all. Evening did Abseiling which is quite fun den i do 2 times, Merick the shoe no grip den at the bar dere slip den fall for the 1st part bt ltr get bak his L shape den can liao but he dun dare do 2nd time. Nite time did Campfire den ea time the airplane fly by all stand up cheer. Compared to other houses de cheer n skit ours was crap la, we did smeting like animal farm bt chng to humans and the ICs. Cheer did to the beat of 3 by britney spears de. Had loads of fun n laugh dam hard at Benedicts skit sia, sad din win but prob cuz abit sick de den dey actually dun allow all those 'sick' stuff. At end tat time the ICs challenge our class cheer den we go up do class cheer bt ending part all lost liao cuz almost 1yr bo do, 2-9 FTW. Anyway tat nite slept alot better but oso cuz tat whole day when we do nth i wan slp le sia den when can slp str8 plop. Din wake up at all till 6 den all chiong cuz 15mins left to assembly.

Today morning same ting did morning PT but tis time more slack. After tat did High Elements, 1st 1 i did was the 3ropes de, 2 hand 1 leg, passed it but my leg kip shaking den the rope moved kip moving oso. 2nd 1 was the log de den fk la, the IC mke the rope dam slack den i pull dam hard oso still fall -.- anyway quite fun sia falling :D 3rd did 1line n few ropes dangling de, quite easy for me cuz tis 1 i noe the proper way to do le :P 1 fking ghey guy chiong tru all tis is like 10-20sec ea la others all tke 1-3mins -.- Anyway last High Element was the Challenge Pole, my FAV :) climb up den jump on the trapeze n do pull up, my turn i climb to top of the pole which is quite small bt nobody fell den i jump n did 2 pull ups, sian la the guy say dun act cuz no time liao den i drp lo... want try do 5-10 de, screw the guy la. Yups tats it for the activities, loved kayaking,rock climbing n Challenge Pole though couldnt do wad i wanted. On the bus trip back Jerrel n Jerome fite bt lucky we quickly stp dem den the teach nvr notice.Ok nid do hmewk liao cya. (:

Coming out of my cage and I'm doing just fine.

2010-01-05T18:11:00.003+08:00

Yea!!! i survived the 1st day of school :D Din oversleep or get into any trouble, but cant say tat for the rest of the week... Helped out all my coach wib the sec 1's sport trials together wib Bryan, sad Yz tio hairline crack den nid crutches so cant help. At least can pon 1st half of the day :D
As for teachers, all the same except Chi n maths, both seem dam fierce especially the Chi teach, sian GG liao haven even started on my chi hols hmewk n nid pass up by fri!!! On the bright side, we are learning guitar for tis yr's music (Y)
Today was rather interesting, morning after running my stomach frking pain(not the stitch u get frm running too much) den ltr got better so yea! hopefully NEVER happans agn. Ok have to chiong hmewk liao, tmr gt eng book review nid present n Chi hols hmewk to do...

You came into my life and i felt high.

2010-01-03T15:43:00.003+08:00

Late Happy New Year everyone. Been busy and din have the mood to blog lately. Last Wen went to T3 to see Emily off, met Debra which i haven seen in ages. Den on New Years day went to watch Sherlock Holmes with zoe,mah n meh.Today woke 7+ den went City Harvest Church, met many wib mum n joined the youth group :) Enjoyed it alot, after tat went lunch wib them at T2 staff canteen, den kip suan 1 of the girls dam short lo, actually all the gals dere were rather short. Rem some of their names liao, Vanessa,Vincent,Benjamin,Xue ming,Clement...crap 4gt all the girl names liao only the 1 tke mrt bak wib me den rem... nvm nxt time ask agn :D Ok so tmr's the 1st day of sch n deres no training :D , morning nid help wib the sports selection for the sec 1's which means i can wake up late :P

I See You

2009-12-28T01:55:00.002+08:00

Yawnz... jst finished chnging blog skin. Wanted to try go with a main pic style but the ones i found were all screwed somehow.
Hmm went City Harvest Church on Christmas Eve to see their drama of Christ's birth, Dam Christian Christmas songs are sooo nice!!! Went for Supper at T3 after the play den the food court wan close le so ate Popeyes.Eating halfway suddenly some people clap den i tot smebody's Birthday or smeting else.Turns out it was midnite!!! YES I STARTED CHRISTMAS AT A FOOD COURT. Anyways homed after tat n slept like a baby for once.
Today, erm since its past 12, ytd went to Ling Zhi Vegetarian Restaurent for dinner with Emily cuz, Last dinner as whole family together before she leaves back for Australia. Not much to say about the food except some of it can really taste dam **** but it can oso taste bloody nice!
Drove frm Paragon to 3@3 somerset to show Emily the Orchard lightings after dinner den sent her bak to Debb's place.Yup tats it... Nites gotta start adjusting bak to sch timing le...

And though it's darker than December, What's ahead is a different colour.

2009-12-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hmmm went to grandma's house today after training with bro to visit My aussie cuz,Emily. Then so lucky met her on the bus to grandma's hse sia. Reached there at arnd 1+ den helped out with the cooking. Emily brought her father's home-grown vege's which we used to mke omelets n other stuff. Then the omelets all dam minty cuz we put all of the minty veg inside which is like soooooo much!!! Slacked there till arnd 6 den i mrt-ed to bishan with Emily n talked abt the rest of her trip n her life nw...Turns out she's gonna start teaching piano nxt yr in feb bt sad in melbourne if not i sure learn de :) Reached home abt 7 den did lots of rubbish tings which nt worth blogging so yea tats it for my day.

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

2009-12-04T10:33:00.004+08:00

Whew last few days been uber tiring man. Watched New Moon on Sun,the sneak preview :D loved it anyways.Den Mon went plaza sin watched A Christmas Carol which was kinda nt as nice as i expected.
Slept at 3 on mon den had to wake up at 6 as had to catch the coach to genting,halfway le i 4gt i din bring my fone bt since i din bring my fone charger oso useless.The coach was veri big bt the PES movies all dam old sia...latest movie is HSM3 n nt alot of nice movies oso...in the end watched red cliff 2 den almost end le fell asleep cuz too tired le.At 1 of the stps i tired their kaya balls n i loved it :D sad cant find them in sg...
Reached genting at abt 2+ den queue so long checked in only at arnd 3-4 the hotel was nice bt tere tink no reception so all the shows recorded de..After chkig in went Mary Brown eat deir chicken wings which were jst like KFC bt nicer :P Explored the mall after eating n went to Ripleys Believe It Or Not which had lots of cool stuff bt there was 1 fking ghey illusion which u had to walk across the bridge den arnd u is sme dots kip circling de,den mke u feel like the bridge rotating upside down sia. Took a walk in the mist at nite,dam shiok sia the mist :D, so cooling de :) Den later tat nite went dwn the convenience store buy cup noodle den found out cuz took wrong hotel card...instead of tking hotel card he tke arcade card sia. Den mke us stuck at hotel lobby ask the reception tke us up to our floor den we ask his mum's sis go dwn help us get new keys for us.woke nxt morning at 9+ den ate mac breakfast n went theme park :D Loved the roller coasters man, dam fun :D Met family at 6 for dinner at sme fancy restaurent :) Loved their buffet sia... so much nice food. After tat went bowling n set new high score :D 106,bt sad lost to nick's father den hab to pae 10rm cuz we plae bet de. Overall plae 12 games in 2 days den nw my thumb dam pain when i press cuz of the lousy ball i tink.Last day took cable car up n down den bought New Moon sound trk n UP den left liao.
So nw bak frm genting n gtting ready for tuition, sian sia nw i dun feel like doing anyting at all :(

Some truths may not be heard the way we hoped for,but they linger long after they are said.

2009-11-25T11:28:00.004+08:00

Finally got back frm chalet n a proper bath to start with :) Okies so to start with i 4gt to mention i watched Paranormal activity last week n nt the movie de.The real home video which SG din censor :P Probably post the link in nxt entry cuz i nid ask bro for it.Back to my class chalet...HAD A BLAST!!! After trainin on Mon went Pei Jie hse see dem plae thier maple den after tat went to chalet wib Brian,Yan Zhi n PJ.Goin reach tat time Brain go bounce bounce the volley ball den drp into the NEWATER dam tingy outside our chalet at Aranda. So end up one less ball to plae with during chalet.Smemore sch ball leh tat 1 so he nid pae $30! Went arcade plae plae wib Ben n others den Darren n Sunny go climb on top of the basketball machine kip on puttin deir finger in n out of the machine den the score go dam high bt tio caught by the management den ask for Darren's IC bt lucky gib 1 chance den we all quickly zao go bowling...I got 2nd out of all of us :D last 2 tio 1 strike n spare so frm 3rd last jump to 2nd :) Den ltr tat nite cant slp so in the end slp only 1hr cuz all woke at 4 for dunno wad crazy reason.Went to mac for breakfast den all so scared wild wild wet close for cleaning bt lucky nvr so went tere ltr. WWW dam fun sia! plae their whula la so many times lor den dey ask us dun let go we all let go :P bt sme gt 1 U-turn slide tingy dam scary sia :O anyways camped there frm 10 to 2.Everyone all tio sun burned den me is top half of body tio,dam pain sia when touch it .Ltr went bak eat Soo lao shi cook for us de food.Her cooking quite good haha :D After tat plae cards till 4+ den went down start our BBQ.We acci started too early bt lucky nt tat early so we let the fire burn by itself 1st den when 6+ we start fanning n cooking our food.Ate beef,sausage,chicken wings n satays :D Halfway Mr Chan n Mr Han come join us n Mr Chan help us cook the chicken wings :) Den after done we played wib his dog RUFUS!!! So cute sia him so small den Ben go ask rufus att Zuan Ming -.- Abt 11+ went Lan den BOB say Loyang Point dere gt 1 24hr de bt in the end bo so ask the mac guy he say Elias Mall gt so went back n plaed CS there till 1+ den came back slp liao. Uber tired sia last 2 days only 4hrs of slp total -.- Came bak tis morning wib Chris,Yan Zhi n PJ agn so here i am...STILL TIRED.

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
Your dark intentions, your feelings for me.
Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?
I see the angels,
I'll lead them to your door
There's no escape now
No mercy no more
No remorse cause I still remember

2009-11-20T12:13:00.002+08:00

Woah major flash flood ytd at bukit timah sia! Been playing black jack,in between,tai ti n 9 dian alot lately, won quite a fair bit of money frm my bro n cuz :D Anyways slp 3hrs only todae...plae till 5 den wake at 7 for training.Ltr still goin out to paradiz? duno, bro sae dere gt lot of nice tings so jst go dere see see shop shop lo. Went OC dae ytd n finally bought gym gloves :) GOOD BYE painful hand HELLO normal hand :P Sian tis really is nt much of a holiday sia...TUITION STARTED LE N I JUST REMEMBER THERES HOLIDAY HMEWK!
ARGH gtg do hmewk 1st so tats all for now.

So what if it hurts me?
So what if i break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet runs out of ground?

2009-11-15T11:23:00.002+08:00

Wow been busy for the whole of last week. Went cuz's hse to stay after his baby sis's B'dae party till Sun den he's comin over to stay till my class chalet. Anyway went lots of places to shop in the past week till i'm almost broke...Ya i thought tat could nvr happen bt yea smemore lost class chalet money.On the bright side saw lots of cool stuff n bought my bro's b'dae present alrdy :D Oh i also watched 2012 in vivo gold class on the day it premiered :P den my cuz go smug do menu for dunno wad -.- Den on thurs went to the 5-story playgrnd Safra wib cuz's friens den went dwn the superrrrrr longggggg slide all together n backwards smemore. GUESS WAD? IT FAILED. DUH! my cuz was 1st den he go down leg n hand rub against the slide like shyt den alot bruise 2nd guy oso haha only me n last 4 din gt injured at all :D Ok guess tats all for nw ltr i'm going bugis n for nxt few days im probably nt gonna blog too.

Baby you know that its time for miracles

2009-11-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

Jst finished watchin EMA's n here i am bak frm chalet nth to do once agn.Sianz anyways chalet was fun, cant believe we swam like more den 15hrs in total durin the chalet so expected tio sun burned on my back.Also i got 1 dam big blister on my feet cuz we plaed bare-foot soccer.Left den MRT home wib Xavier n others.

Sianz Chris grndfather died on wed den tmr his funeral jst nice clash wib my cuz baby sis b'dae so i cant go.

I'll go crazy if i don't go crazy tonight~

2009-11-03T15:04:00.003+08:00

Hey there nt gonna blog frm wed-fri cuz going trk n field chalet. Can't w8 for bt sad tmr mornin still gt training leh :(

I like the way you sound in the morning We’re on the phone and without a warning I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard I like the way I can’t keep my focus I watch you talk, you didn’t notice I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together Every time you smile, I smile And every time you shine, I’ll shine for you Woah I’m feeling you baby Don’t be afraid to jump then fall Jump then fall into me Baby, I’m never gonna leave you Say that you wanna be with me too Cause I’m gonna stay through it all So jump then fall.

Carry me through the night

2009-11-02T17:45:00.008+08:00

Elodere had nth to do so jst decided to blog. Went training today n wore my contacts for 1st time during training :D Then Wen Xuan thought i din wan to wear my specs den __ me ask wads tat den i told him i'm wearing contacts -.- den he jst STUMP. After trainin went buy bubble tea wib Kenzo n others den halfway he go diff direction thought he pang us den we reach bubble tea den he come...Anyway plaed Burnout wib bro in his rm den watched sme tv n here i am.

Love the song bt video nt so

Learning to beathe

last day of school!!

2009-10-30T22:28:00.005+08:00

Yea the day rocked man!Started off day sme as usual den ltr watched yu jie n sme others play DM n i oso played Adler's I Touch de Archmage!!! so fun sia :D During recess had CLASS PARTY.YEAAA all the teachers we knew came den dam funny sia,Instead of doing "yam seh" we did "SIAO EH".Benedict dey all ordered like 13 pizzas? fking alot sia bt surprised we finished all except 1 den Bob tke say his,Daniel n Jerel b'dae present.Took lots of Class pics wib our teachers too.Bt sad ting is wan clean up mess le Xavier n Yang Ming go climb up the wall den Mr Goh scold them say play wib their life like tat den like ruin the whole mood...bt nvm la life is like tis de :)

After recess got bak reports books den as expected almost whole class NAFA Gold except for few special cases.so overall year ENG 62,CL 66,MATHS 71,SCI 71,GEO 69,HISTORY 65 class position 8/33 :D AH there goes the slackiest year of sec sch life...Nxt yr gt streamin le T.T

Vanila Twilight~

2009-10-28T14:36:00.003+08:00

Shit la tio scarred by ball while playing soccer jst nw under indoor sports hall.Maurice acci zam the ball at my face den nw gt 1 minor cut n 1 quite deep wound.Went to doctor den he helped me glue(nt sure hw) the wound together so ok le.Hope no permanent scar...Lucky whole ting nt pain at all my wound long ago numb le so nt tat bad.On the bright side, gt excuse to get contacts le :D

New Moon banner i found :)

No matter hw old you get,we all need a place to call home,because without the people you love most,you cant help but feel all alone

GAH!!

2009-10-21T19:09:00.003+08:00

Stupid sia ytd.Jerome say can go bak at 1.40 cuz bo CL n ACC den all zao den me n yan zhi reach J8 le he msg whole class cme back for ACC if nt will tio punish -.- Retarded siaaa den ltr ACC all we did was talk abt chinese chess n other weird tings.
Today morning during hurdles fell den nw my knee gt 1 bruise n my right hand abit sot.Smetime when i move it dam pain bt if nt like normal.Got back sme results today though.CL 56.5/70, Maths 73/100,thought paper A was easy bt din do so well den paper B diff one gt 43/60 -.-.History nt so good...21/35,lucky teacher say considering my class environment,20 n abv shld be ok :D

visting

2009-10-19T19:00:00.003+08:00

Hmm jst frm spendin whole dae out wib ex-classmates.Woke at 10,fb abit den bathed n went J8. Saw sme great CD's which i'll buy when i go shpping nxt time.Wanted to catch early movie be4 meeting my ex-classmates bt nth nice was showing so jst window-shpped den 12.45 went bus stp n saw them there.Almost pangseh noah cuz he so late =x Anyway went our form teacher's hse.Played ti-ti(nt sure hw spell bt its a card game),Halo n mahjong wib her bf.Camp there till 6 den went bak wib Linus n sme others...Wanted to eat at J8 bt nt in mood to eat out so jst went bak.So here i am blogging,probbly mke sme noodles ltr at watch sme shows den gt to prepare for tmr le.Mornin trainin resume le n tink i gttin bak results tmr...Dam nervous =x

new guy

2009-10-16T23:20:00.002+08:00

Sian la ytd thought can slack whole day in sch de bt end up spending time in sme boring chinese culture lesson,stupid teachers even dun let us use our phones den dam boring -.- Anyway todae played Monopoly in class bt arnd 30mins den sme teacher come in class mke us do sme retarded quiz la. Dey jst show u pics den u suppose to fill in the blank...Complete waste of time sia, smemore is MOE mke us do de.Todae training had new guy join us,DSA frm Elias Park pri sch.Looks ok,stamina very good,senior ahead of him by only 3sec when we did our relay.Oh! n nxt wk iz the last wk of sch!!!Cant wait to slack arnd after tat :P

star dust

eoys are over!!!

2009-10-13T17:51:00.004+08:00

ARGH stupid maths paper!!!Paper 1 so easy den paper 2 was like, whole class STUMP? Jun Fei din do last 2 ques hehe =x I skipped like arnd 5 2marks ques or smeting sia hope paper 1 pull up my overall mark.Cl was like frking easy,only ting is tis time compo nt so sure cuz din really focus on the purpose of the compo, just the overall.

Anyway exams are over tats wad matters so i can slack like hell till nxt yr :) Feel like watching lots of movies tis holiday...no idea y though.Oh and i just finish Red Thread the chnl5 series on Mio TV, very touching n i wan the theme song but i just cant frking find it anywhr!!!Even youtube does'nt even have it -.-

Cant wait for New Moon to come out in SG on 3'rd December.

Loving Pixie Lot's cover of poker face

it lesson

2009-10-06T16:50:00.002+08:00

Haven been updating lately cuz busy.Guess i'll do a quick one, almost fell asleep durin eng cuz Mr Chan dun allow Benedict to joke arnd den mke the lesson so uber quiet.But during IT dam funny sia, Adler combine the 1st part of Barney song wib evacuate the dance floor lyrics on the GarageBand den it was like WTF? Anyway adler wanted to adjust the screen bt he acci push too hard den the wire came out n screen blacked out =x smemore he haven safe so bak to square 1.Same ting happed to Bob they all.After tat ACC zhu lao shi gave bak our test result den we were like all dam zai cuz all share share answer except amro he gt 6/40 while we all gt 30+ :P

Good luck to everyone havin their EOYS or PSLE.

f1 and shopping

2009-09-28T15:53:00.003+08:00

Wooots went to watch F1 on sat n sun.Sat one boring bt Sun was totally different.Whole world of difference, practice dey go one by one n abit slow de bt Sun dey chiong like hell so dam loud but still very nice sia.Gonna upload pics on facebk hpefully soon cuz bro maybe still usin.Anyway on Sat be4 F1 went to raffles city eat dinner at sme restaurent,outofthepan,foreign restaurent i tink cuz dey their main meals all is warped in sme skin made of flour or wheat bt still nice.Den Sun went shpping at ION be4 going to F1.Bought 4 shirts, 2 collar one n 1jacket at Bershka.Bought the new Dan Brown book oso bt after exam den read bah if nt hooked cant study...

Light in the eternal darkness.

freak weather

2009-09-24T17:50:00.008+08:00

Weird weather lately...todae during training throwing halfway noticed sme dark clouds moving towards sch dam fast den less den 5mins ltr felt like in tornado like tat.The wind fking strong sia.Felt fab while it lasted bt sad sch on lightning alert so nid stp throwing.Just when i hit 27m tis happens.At least enjoyed the experience of walking in smeting like a wind tunnel :P
Anyways australia's abit sot rite nw.Tke a look at the pics below.

tis would be a dam nice sunset if it was'nt sand in the air

You took my hand and showed me how.

Listening Compre

2009-09-23T19:03:00.006+08:00

Tuesday

Cl teach told us to go for our make-up LC at 2.45 at 2-4 so me n sunny go eat lunch den quickly zao to 2-4 bt we din noe chnged to 4-4 so slack tere till teach come.Den ltr sme guy tell us go 4-4 so we all go bt when we reach 4-4 alrdy 2.55 n the LC start liao -.- so asked the teacher do wad den she sae go ask ur Cl teach.So went to ask her den she sae she told us it was chnged to 4-4 den i was like WTF AS IF.Den went bak class for ACC den asked arnd if anyone heard her say chnged to 4-4 anot n expected...Nobody did.Shyt la she anyhw say smemore whiteboard still gt write go to 2-4 at 2.45.

Today

Cl teach told us to go to 4-4 after assembly so went tere wib marcus n amro.The LC same as pri-sch de jst tat the answers more close to ea other n dam tricky.Oh ya Sunny din come todae oso so i guess gonna have another test for him alone.

Sme New Moon pics

Everything ends

First day of the last term

2009-09-14T19:54:00.009+08:00

Hehe today quite lucky managed to get away without doing sme of the holidaes hmewk.History teacher gt meeting so we do self-study n cl teacher din collect our hmewk.Den todae training intro new gym programn...

New Moon trailer.Hope you enjoy it.

Equinox

2009-09-11T21:16:00.002+08:00

Omigoshhhhhh holidaes almost finish le n i haven touched my holi hmewk...Been busy watchin Legend Of The Condor Heroes.Finished all 41eps in 2daes :D Loved it and i'll probably watch it agn nxt time when free.Gonna finish all my hmewk tmr if nt mon i die liao =x

I lied to make myself believe...

2009-09-08T15:36:00.002+08:00

Die.Fuck.I thought todae's cl listenin compre was after oral so when i reached sch whole class all start compre le...Smemore sme ppl sae no make-up test for us.Lucky i nt the only one who missed it,amro,marcus n sunny oso miss.Then oral super easy cuz whole class noe wad the passage is le so we jst spammed the passage to ea other den for the other parts we jst go with flow.So after the oral me adler and sunny wanted to go lan de bt adler go 1st n we din noe so we decided go J8 eat n watch movie den when sunny found out adler at lan le.Dam funny sia...Anyhw watched 'Where got ghost' den cuz sunny vollly-ball trainin at 1.30 n the show start at 11.50,we watchin halfway he change into his PE clothes den show finish he quickly zao.Lucky show out quite long so nt alot ppl in cinema le :)

You treat me just like another stranger.

2009-09-03T17:42:00.002+08:00

Omg shyt die liao!!!Nxt week holiday tues gt chinese oral n teacher hardly taught us anything at all...Smemore part of my last MR!Then today gt sample of the passage and is like OMG? chim much??? sianzzz and nw no more pic le gt sme conversation whr they ask u ques on wadeva dey wan den mst asnwer.Anyway tmr gttin back report bk and preparing for hmecoming on sat so gonna be busy.Hope all goes well...

Yesterday was full of tears, knowing death has just been here
All was lost but not forgot, the pain controls my every thought
A new day's battle has begun, all was lost and nothing's won
I can't wait to see the day, when the tears all go away....

I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave
I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way...

Today came with shattered dreams, everything's not what it seems
Don't think death won't come get you, cause it will life's misconstrued
Though my battle's just begun, I'm dropping arms and going to run
I can't wait to see the day, when these painful tears all go
Away....

I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave
I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way...

I miss you, I kissed you, when we layed you in your grave
I need you to believe you, things were meant to be this way...

I did nothing at all, nothing at all, it's all my fault your gone
Your face on my wall, face on my wall, it tells it all, you will live on...

I did nothing at all, nothing at all, it's all my fault your gone
Your face on my wall, face on my wall, it tells it all, you will live on...

2009-09-02T19:12:00.002+08:00

Today dam shiok sia.Chinese super slack cuz teacher let us sample the mua ji for homecoming day den to everyone's surprise,dam nice :P So end up whole lesson we go disturb our teachers ask them order nw for discount den sold quite alot.Training oso dam fun,played b-ball the whole session.

Change is coming.Both good and bad...

2009-09-01T16:12:00.002+08:00

Wee dad bought my fav Mooncakes todae.I din even noe that the mooncake festival is coming lo.Even nw i still dun noe the exact date bt at least i noe its coming :] Though it looks small bt its actually dam nice.Its snow-skin mooncake with champagne tryffle and ganache.Dun really noe wads all that bt ihe ball in the middle tastes abit like almond chocolate :P Sad that i cant really eat more den 2 at one go cuz the third n onwards tastes abit weird...no idea y.
Anyway i tink the day would have gone better if i din have tuition tonite...More time to watch movies :D

Contents of the small mooncake

Winter-fall

2009-08-31T19:35:00.001+08:00

4got to upload this ytd.Anyway bought sme weird keychain to hook to my phone.Not really sure wad it is but i'm guessin its a rose inside a blue flame?Bought it cuz it looks totally unique.
This was taken with my new phone so i guess its kinda clear nw...no idea y ytd i tke look like shyt de -.-So in the end i guess my new phone was'nt tat a bad choice :D

2009-08-31T13:52:00.002+08:00

Bought the w995 ytd den hor dey say 8.1 megapixel so i try but the quality still so suckish -.- so much for camera phones.So todae celebrated teacher's day in sch den dam funny lo.During recess sme of us go gib the presents den Darren Tan go bend on his knees give Mr Tan(i tink so 4gt his name)den he so shock he jump back OMG den we all laugh :D Then the concert oso quite nice.gt 3 dancers dance to the beat of Nobody and many others songs.Finish concert le my old classmates all go back primary side visit our teachers but hor all gone le :O so ask arnd den 1 teacher sae they go prepare for tonite dinner???In the end sme of us wanted to go watch movie de bt dunno gt wad show so we jst stay back plae blackjack lo.

My Life.
My Existence.
My Soul.

2009-08-29T21:01:00.002+08:00

Wow slept uber early last nite...i mean 10+ on a fri nite?Probably cuz i was reading and lying on a bed =x.Finished Midnight Sun todae,hope stephenie finishes the entire story quickly...dun wanna have nth nice to read T.T Anyway just found out todae that my cousin in australias' gttin married.Man how time flies sia,hardly remember her when my family visited them in like 2004?

Love does'nt always come in convenient packages.

2009-08-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

The day sucked.Din help when i got back my NSW sci paper and got 37/45 top 30% in sg...Though eng period was funny cuz gt Benedict and Mr Chan to watch.Benedict+MrChan=Circus act(no offence to anyone)

Only then did i realise that everything i longed for was just a foolish hope that only a human brain could think of.

2009-08-27T17:49:00.001+08:00

Amazing fan made New Moon video...

Love the finishing slides...

2009-08-27T15:48:00.002+08:00

Yea my coach went back germany for her holiday so nxt few weeks can slack :D Nothing much todae cuz Benedict din come sch den class nt so noisy and fun.Anyway rained heavily todae and i loved it...just wished it was snow but its impossible.

Wish i knew what i was doing back then...

2009-08-26T19:07:00.003+08:00

Got back all my results todae except of chinese...stupid teacher wan go thru the chinese rp 1st den we all chiong do cuz nobody touched at all :P This term is my best so far in the year but hope nxt term can gt all A(knows theres like a only 2% chance of happenning?).So Maths 76/100 A1,Physics 70/100 A2,History 71/100 A2,Eng/Lit 61/100 B4 chinese dunno yet but hope can gt at least A2 cuz nxt term i mst gt A1!!!Training was quite slack todae cuz of the rain :D

Note found on bro's com which i found.

think of me
think of me always

cause i think of you,
even through the darkest of nights.

I'll always cherish our love,
This very love which we will always share.

Please dont ever let this come to an end.
A dream, fairytale that came true
Our love never ends

i know that our love, always evergreen & as unchanging as the seas
Passion burning through the nights
Our lives intertwined

Hands interlocked,as one.our heartbeating.

promise me our love will never die.

think of me,the hugs that we share.
in the dead of night

Just like how you love me,
I'll love you till death
recall the times we spent

so trust me now
I'll never leave your side
I'll always walk with you till the end.

There will never be darkness
I'll think of you

2009-08-25T16:48:00.002+08:00

Super slack sia todae...1st period art listen to music den ltr 2 periods of eng teach nvr come so slack agn den ltr IT(thought can use the mac's bt teach explain hw use 1st T.T).So only 1period of studying in the end..Chinese.Tink she scold class cuz earlier on during recess Jerald fite with Chris i tink bt tis sort of ting happen everyday de or smeting abt Sunny n few others bullying the other classes.Bleh so fnished reading the twilight saga for the 2nd time,took me 8days to finish 4bks so nw i'm bored with nth to read agn :(

And yet, to say the truth, reason and love keep little company nowadays.

2009-08-24T20:46:00.002+08:00

Wee todae was great for me(not sure for others though).Got back all my MR marks and i did quite while if i can say so myself.Chinese 38/60(good cuz alot ppl in class fail and only gt 3 40+ :] )History 21/30(avg i guess...hopin to do better nxt term.Love history but not the subject...)Eng 10/20 for MOV(60% of the class failed and those pass is jst pass like me :D).Maths BIGGGGGGG bonus cuz i got 76/100(A1!!!!!!!!!,1st for my entire sec life).Anyways training oso nt tat bad cuz gt to throw todae and when doin relay i gt to skip 1 200m relay cuz my 400m de i gt 2nd best i tink,1st for me :D
Oh well hope tmr will be just as good as todae :]

I love the twilight saga!!!Simply gets me hooked to the book for hrs and gets me thinking.Full of life-related scenenarious too i guess :D

2009-08-23T15:42:00.002+08:00

Went to frien's hse ytd to do stupid physics project den his little bro is like kip on pestering us lor...dam irritating.Anyway took dam long to finish the project and it was like 10% only???stupid science teacher.So here i am stuck at hme on a sunday agn with nth to do since my com send to sony for repair and haven heard of it since....

Life sucks, then you die.

2009-08-21T21:49:00.002+08:00

Hmm been a rather eventful week.Got back my maths and sci MR results bak..25/30 for math n 28/40 for sci.So now only hoping tat i din screw up my chinese n eng.History hopin tat teach understand my last ques answer.Anyway todae was dam funny...in sch n tuition :D Malay period be4 teach show sme Ramadan vid Xavier n maybe smeone else went to toilet den ltr halfway thru knock on door ask for Bob n sme others...Cant believe teach 4gt Xavier who went to the toilet n din even recognise his face...Bleh den ltr afternoon sch give everyone free cheese.Serious sia one pack ea n gt 12slices in it.Anyway Bob found out tat after givin out all the cheese the box fitted his head so he wore it arnd the class...yea dam stupid i noe.I put my cheese in my pocket den ltr took out to find it squashed at the edges so gave to Sunny,He said his mother or g'ma like it???
Ok yea so tats it i guess.

Getting better at living life without think too much into minor details :D

2009-08-19T18:48:00.002+08:00

Haven been blogging for last few daes mainly cuz i fell sick and bro using his com.Anyway woke up sunday morning with my throat practically dried to the bone so went to drink water which din help...Den wad to do?jst continue my dae lo so slack arnd den went to plae racing and soccer with bro.In the end at nite went to see 24hr doc to find out tat i tio throat infection and fever...runnin nose of course.Lucky nt tat bad so nw only left bit of runny nose n sme stupid cough.Anyway i started to re-read the twilight sequel on my 1dae of MC .

Time passes.Even when it seems impossible.Even
when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of
blood behind each bruise.Its passes unevenly, in strange
lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.

Taken from New Moon by Stephenie Mayer

2009-08-15T14:36:00.002+08:00

Cramps!!!I hate them...Last nite i slp halfway den leg cramp...DAM PAIN!!!Last time oso,i running last 5x200 den cramp...Stupid cramps!Anyways woke up todae den dunno wad to do so jst lie there listen to my i-pod.
Oh ya ytd was the last dae of my MR's :D finally can slack :P actually nt really...still gt stupid expo writing on tues or mon and sme stupid sci project on making a plastic bottle float upright...Anyone noe hw?So nw i'm usin bro's laptop and blogging...Yea boring dae for me.

And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.

-Juliet

Romeo And Juliet.

yea found tis on Bellasdiary.com,website tat kips me updated on the NewMoon movie and Bellas life haha :]Anyway i love this quote,its just simply unqiue.

Bottled up feelings SUCK big time.I never wished Isteped back but i did.

2009-08-14T21:41:00.003+08:00

Sian tiring dae for me...actually all fridae's are tiring. :P Anyway todae was kinda boring since my class was'nt so noisy during Malay lesson,For once.Think the teach was able to actually teach our class some malay,at least i tink so =x Oh ya wanted to plae Burnout on PS3 but gt update...den hor still tke so LONG!!! stupid updates.
Ok tat it i guess...Time to slack after sch,training n tuition :D

"Dreams come true,otherwise nature would not entice us to have them."

2009-08-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

Okie so nw i'm studying my sci test den jst realise i 4gt bring my sci textbk hme...Lucky gt all the notes on sharepoint :D Anyways my rm com screen has officially gone SOT...gt so many lines de -.- so tmr bro help me bring go sony repair...Meanwhile hab to use bro's laptop i guess.So that means less blogging and etc :(

Good luck to all those having their exams soon or even now :)

2009-08-13T15:31:00.002+08:00

Ok so todae was'nt tat bad except that we could'nt go eat breakfast cuz Mr Teo sae no training rite?so no breakfast...Den ltr during science Mr Ng din come...HE HAVEN TEACH FINISH ALL THE THINGS FOR TMR"S MR AND HE NVR COME...I noe dam smart rite he?Anyway we got 1-4's Mr Tay who was 100% better den Mr Ng...More livelier and fun to disturb :P
Oh ya my rm's new tv came todae and luckily fit just nice on my table :) Got to make space or gt smeting to put my SCV box on...

Living life as usual...BORING

2009-08-12T15:57:00.002+08:00

Woo todae dam slack sia :P.Maths we do sme stupid project which is like super ez.Anyway who does projects in Maths???Moving on to eng Mr Chan sae we todae tke break frm expositry writing den read sme boring NDP articles which were supposed to get us thinking...Den last period History Miss Tan dam pissed off, she din come up to teach us... only 25min gone le she come in tell us wad to studie 4 tmrs History MR.Anyway i have no Facking idea y she so pissed with us...(was'nt paying attention last lesson =x)BTW todae found out tat our class gt sme ppl still superrrrr childish sia :P I mean kiking ppl's chair?Hw lame can u gt...

Awakened from this foolish dream of mine.

2009-08-11T16:35:00.003+08:00

Ok so todae's maths test was kinda easy except for the fact that i 4gt the formula for the surface area of cylinder.Anyways i alrdy lost 1 mark cuz of stupid carelessness.OH YEA the exam teach dam stupid sia...after our test finish only 9am den the teach ask us wad we usually do nw den we all dae eat breakfast la den he ask us go eat.Dam stupid rite the teach?after recess the 2 eng periods oso dam slack sia!!!Mr Chan collect the expo writing den gt ppl nvr do so we do in class den in the end the 2 whole periods practically do nth :D
Anyway tmr gt chinese MR, lucky only gt 1 list to learn other den compre which cant be help :P

You can just tell me you know...

2009-08-10T18:57:00.002+08:00

Yea so for the next few days i'm having my MR's and nt too sure if i'm ready anot =x
anyways wish me all the best for my Maths MR tmr hope not too diff,6ques 45min hope not killer questions if nt i dunno wad to do le :O

PS-anyone noes why smetime i press the colour le but when i start to type its still black???

I will follow you to the ends of the world...

2009-08-10T12:41:00.002+08:00

love of mine someday you'll die
but i'll be close behind
i'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
just our hands clasped so tight
waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
that they both are satisfied
Illuminate the NO's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
when your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black
And i held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So i never went back

I will follow you into the dark, Death cab for cutie
__________________
Yep thats pretty much the part of the song i like best anyways got around to typing it out be4 my tuition starts soon.

xoxo,
Benjamin

2009-08-09T23:35:00.004+08:00

Sianzzz super suckish day for me...Watch ndp at grandma's hse den ltr blast sme music which helped abit.Ate dinner there too...1st proper meal of the day and going to be only soon.Fuck i just hate myself for such an Asshole.

Anyway now watching soccer Man U against Chelsea but Chelsea winning 2-1:( probably gonna slp after the match so nites........

Victims of love.

2009-08-09T18:04:00.002+08:00

I really admire you for ur help even when ur down...you put up with me when i cant even put up with myself.

Ok so today was national day...din really help with my mood though.Ltr going Grandma's hse to eat dinner and etc...Probably jst gonna sit there and maybe watch the ndp parade or smeting to tke my mind off my "problems".

Hope u enjoy ur National day with ur friens or family...

2009-08-09T00:10:00.002+08:00

Weeeee~ok so abt 10mins have passed on NATIONAL DAY and i have a message to all u peeps out there :]

"Life consists not only in holding good cards but in playing those you hold well"

Yea that was pretty much dam random...Anyways HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO SINGAPORE.I'm gonna have my 1st meal on national dae soon :P

xoxo,
Benjamin

2009-08-08T17:14:00.003+08:00

Ok so now i'm hooked to this song...Fuck you very much by Lily Allen :)

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Love how she sings Fuck you,Fuck you very very much~ like she does'nt have a care for the world at all and i find the song actually quite cute.

You brightened up my dae :]

2009-08-07T14:52:00.002+08:00

Ok so todae was national day celebration for my sch and it was like dam boring...Only good ting was can wake up late and the floor ball match against the other classes.My class came in 3rd i tink!Not bad for a class which nobody plays floor ball at all :P

Oh one more thing.I'm loving my house's hall new tv and sound system.Its dam fab :)

I love you...

2009-08-06T16:47:00.004+08:00

Wahhhhhhh last few daes dam busy sia lucky gt long weekend but nid study for mastery review nxt wk...Stupid rite my sch? MR right after national day...Dun let us rest de T.T.
Anyway in the end i got to watch GI.Joe be4 everyone else ^^,but came back dam late at jst past midnite sia den smemore nxt dae gt eng MOV test lucky quite easy cuz Mr Chan practically gave up the answer to 1 of the ques :D

Oh and GI.Joe is stuffed with non-stop action sia very nice cant wait for the nxt movie!!!Compared to GI.Joe lord of the flies is probably the worst movie/play/show i've ever seen...

Anyway was'nt tat bad cuz during the break my class played arnd...

Mischief with the exit sign :D

View of play from whr i set dam high up sia...

Ok tats all for todae...

You fill my life with wonderful memories...

2009-08-04T16:59:00.003+08:00

Just bak frm hme...dam late sia todae cuz gt the ICAS or ICAC test(not sure =x) den after tat still gt stupid ACC ltr tat y dam late.

Anyway todae morning i thought the dae was gonna SUCK big time but lucky nt tat bad cuz 1st period art can listen to i-pod den ltr nxt 2 period eng dam funny sia.Cuz ytd we found out Mr Chan dog name is Rufus den he come in we all shout RUFUS den he like wth?Then ltr we greet him we all say "Good morning RUFUS!!!!!!" den ltr he guailan us mke us write apology ltr which i wrote

Dear Mr Chan,
I am sorry that i called u Rufus.
Sorry,
Benjamin

Stupid rite?I tink my letter shortest is class :)

Anyway tmr gt eng MOV mr and Lord Of The Flies drama at victoria concet hall i tink so won be back till 9+....

Cya gtg study den ltr still gt tuition.

I'm lost without you...

2009-08-03T17:59:00.009+08:00

Sianzzz just back frm training.Bloody tired sia,todae nid run 6x200 den tmr morning still gt 3rounds warm-up and circuit...

Anyway ytd nite just found out my Mum gt free tixs to GI-Joe rise of the cobra bt is tmr 9.10pm...Dam sad sia i gt tuition and is weekdae so i cant watch so my Mum gib my bro let him watch wib hiz friens....

PICS of the tic below:)

Front sidie

Back sidie

Close up of the tic itself ;]

PS:abit blurr cuz took wib my fone... anyone gt good fone reccomand me? i buying new one soon :)

sigh,tats all for now bye gonna be busy preparing for exams in the nxt few daes...coming le so unbelievebly FAST!!!!!!

Wish you were here...

2009-08-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

Yea! todae went ION and OC at orchard shop shop den buy alot of tings mostly sony tings.I only bought 1 troushers(dunno spelling =x) and sme pens for fun :)

List of tings bought

1x 42inch tv
1x 32inch tv
1x set of speakers
1x troushers
4x pens
2x shirt(bro's de)

Freebies after dad bargain den the salesman kip saeing(cannot la my hand alrdy sweat like siao le...)

1x PS3 with controller etc bt no game :(
3x HDMI cable
3x Blue Ray dvds
2x limited edition PS3 bag
and maybe sme other small stuff i din hear(was'nt paeing attention cuz was watching iron man on their tv)

Total cost-7k+

Tats all for my Sunday,ciao~

Loving you evermore...

2009-08-02T12:38:00.002+08:00

-My fav lullaby.Enjoy :D

Sianzzzz todae duno shld gt shping anot...nid buy new clothes le.Bored of old de for quite smetime bt bro always nt hme den todae he home bt nw still slp like pig...

"Turns out fairy tales end and they do for good reason."-Blair Warldoff

2009-08-01T23:48:00.001+08:00

Last vid for the dae,at least till tmr morning.Funny remix of nobody by wondergirls enjoy :)

Missing you every moment...

2009-08-01T15:45:00.002+08:00

Ah last nite kip waking up dunno why...The wound? dunno sia.
Anyway plan on doing eng MOV ltr and other hmewk meanwhile can slack.

Nice song with catchy lyrics :) enjoy it

2009-07-31T21:38:00.000+08:00

Pic of bro's room...Love the lightning when u off the light and on the mirror's light...Its just so perfect....Unlike my messed up life.
Today was rather bitter-sweet.Fell down during training tis morning and gt smeting in between a cut and gash den still nid run 5x200 ltr...fking leg pain but afternoon not so pain le den we did our spd test and for miie 30m gt 4.41 and 60m 8.20-8.50 din really listen carefully....Finally got home at last at 9+.

PS-sry for the poor contrast it looks way nicer in white background

2009-07-30T19:59:00.001+08:00

AH 5/60 rounds left till recess resumes as usual...Tired from running all recess for dunno hw many weeks cuz of sme stupid wrappers and bottles in the bin....Anyway last few daes running was hilarious.When Mr Han not looking alot ppl go hide behind the exercise ground wall n slack.Wonder wad he'll do if he find out sia.Run 60 more rounds?Hope not
Anyway todae was'nt tat bad except for the part whr Mr Chan went through the MOV ques den i see my answer...I was like OMG la wth i suppose to do in exam hope dun fail...

Soothing video for all u tensed up pals out there

ps still abit noob at blogging bt much better after she helped me.Thx alot if ur reading tis :)